I write tonight with the spirit of transparency flowing through me. I stayed in my pajamas today. Until almost 6pm (when I changed for an entire 30min to go out & grab some dinner). And it’s not just because I’m lazy. And somewhat unemployed. And my pajamas are comfy. It’s because that’s what depression can […]
PLACE YOUR HAND OVER YOUR HEART.
Do you feel that? It's called purpose.
I believe in yours. I also believe in mine. Which hasn't always been the case.
I know what it is to feel unworthy. Useless. Disposable. I know what it is to question every decision, every step, and everyone. To cling to paralyzation & toxicity out of fear of what comes next. To feel so far gone, finding your way back seems utterly impossible.
“Lions don’t lose sleep over the opinions of sheep.” – Unknown I like followers the way I like chocolate: makes Me smile, there can never be enough, and available to Me 24/7. But there’s a difference between the cheap stuff from the 99 Cent store & Venchi Cuor di Cacoa Dark Chocolate imported from Italy. And […]
It finally happened. Snuck up on Me several times this week. Late at night, cold, careless, calculating; it deliberately snaked it’s way in through some old photos and lunged at unsuspecting, vulnerable Me the first chance it got. It even brought friends with it. You guys, let’s be honest, Self-doubt is an asshole enough all on it’s own; dressed in […]
“…and so rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I built my life.” – J.K. Rowling Dear 2014, As someone who used to be surgically attached to Twitter, I raised a few eyebrows when I fell off the face of the social media earth this past summer and stayed silent for the rest of the […]